Verse 1
Disintegrating into the floor
Your belligerence left me broken
Exasperated, I’m suffocating
Reality is not spoken
Chorus
My confidence is sinking lower
The complications of a life
That I can’t lead
I feel the demons taking over
And I can’t breathe
It’s not the ending
That you’d hope for me
Verse 2
Push me to breaking
My sacrifice you’re taking
As if it were nothing
Pushed claws under my skin
Are my hands meant to thrive
On your commands to survive
Your spite is infecting
My sanity’s gone somewhere
Bridge
You could never comprehend
I’m waiting for the day to end
Like a puppet, pull the string
Tell me to speak and I will sing
I cannot bear to turn away
Chorus
My confidence is sinking lower
The complications of a life
That I can’t lead
I feel the demons taking over
And I can’t breathe
It’s not the ending
That you’d hope for me
Breakdown
Is it faith, is it choice?
Do I really have a voice, to cut through all the noise that would send me to the void
Just to be destroyed. In a world with no joy and you wonder why I’m frustrated, angry, and annoyed
(The mirror reflects a new me)
Analysis paralysis my brain is full of calluses
Every time I hit a wall I just start to spaz a bit
An internal struggle? No! It’s a battle for control
Even though it seems, we have the same goal
A devil on my right and a demon on my left
One wrong move and thats my last step
Outro
Consumed by my torment
A silent plea
My words are mine, I will write
My own fucking elegy
